NOO~Ooooooo

Haiz...
My math really sucks!
I hate maths and thats why I've picked chemistry over electronic
But 1st year have to take it and I just cant get high marks for these subjects.
線形got 20/50 数学演習　got 51/100 無機　unknown but mostly failed
In order to pass these subject for this semester, I have to at least get 40 for 線形, 69 for 数学演習.
But getting that is kinda impossible for me since the final for this semester will be in 2 weeks time.

I've been telling myself that I should study but things just wont go according to plan.
Havent been studying since last wednesday and those things that I dont understand keep piling up.
I should start studying really hard or else I'll have to retake the subject again next year!

I got 3 more reports that needs to pass up on monday and I havent started doing it at all.
Planning to do that this weekend but before that, I have to go to uni tomorrow morning for that lame 教養セミthingy.
Is something like group work. Choose a topic, research on it and present it tomorrow.
That thing will end around 12noon so may be will start doing it after reaching home.

Aaaa~h....  Study ah!
I dont want to retake it again!
NEVER!

lalal~a

Feeling very emo in the middle of the night.
And recently, my life has been upside down.
Sleeping in the daytime(weekend) and cant sleep in the night(even weekdays)

If I looked back in those days during secondary, I will never imagine that I actually come to Japan for studies.
It was so fun and I dont have to worry about this and that.
Go to school every morning or may be skip some if I dont feel like going.
Go for tuition with everyone after school.
Life was simple and happy.

Things will be way different if I didnt decide to come here.
Everything from personality, things around me, people around me.
And that might actually happen.


Now that I've come here, japanese is still a problem for me.
Communicating with them is troublesome and I just cant blend in.
May be is my problem.
Not to mention different cultures with different thinking.
Sometimes i wonder how I look in their eyes.

The lessons are tough and I just dont know what the lecturers are teaching.
Hasn't been revising since last wednesday and that night, I went for billiard for the first time.
It was fun and expensive!

Everything here are expensive!
I have to think twice just to eat a meal and I get hungry easily no matter how much I eat!
Like just now during dinner which I had in uni.
I ate 瀘肉饭(something like that) which cost me 430yen.
For the first time it taste like hometown and I wanted to have a second serving.
But in the end, I didnt since it is expensive.
Coming here spent a lot of money and the lesson fee also very expensive.
Around rm20k just for one sem.
Not to mention the living cost.
I've been thinking what if I cant graduate?
Mum will be very disappointed and I just dont know how to face it.
Even if I do graduate, can I earn back what I spent for studies?
How many years will it takes?
haiz...

Oh ya, reasons of me being emo?
I dont know. Many things just stirring up in my thought.
This and that, bla bla bla.

Recently I've been chatting with someone.
And *** keep talking about ***.
Because of that I had a weird dream last night.
Not that I hate it, in fact i like that dream very much.
Well, chances of that happening in real like is practically 0.
What I've decided during secondary, is it ok?
Or I should have done it?

While on that, a close friend of mine during secondary(not sure if she thinks the same), HST is going to Aussie next week?
Yeah, Im mentioning about you here.
Hi, Butt Fucker Teng.
Didnt really talk to her after we left secondary although we're both in kl when I was learning japanese.
Now that I'm in Japan and she'll be going to Aussie, meeting her again is also like practically 0.
Gonna miss you.
Glad that I meet you xD 
And I mean it.

According to Japan's time, now is 1.18am.
I should go to the bed but even if I do that, I'll just turn around and around and around.
There will be a small gathering with friends having takoyaki and some alcohol.
I'll just drink as much as I can I forget about everything, even just for one night.

Good night people.
Oh yeah, HST, take good care.
Hope that we do meet in the future again.

復か～つ！！

When reading this, i'm sure many of you are thinking
Why suddenly start again geh?
Sure stop again after 3 posts ~.~

Wei, dont think like that leh.
It hurts...
I'm here to tell you I WONT stop after 3 posts!
Because I dont even know when's the next one is xD

What should I crap about?
Oh well, may be let you all take a peep of what I do in Japan. (not here to play la) *not rich also*

Start from.... My own sweet home.
Basically is just a small room.
Yeah, most of the so-called apartment in Japan for single life are one kitchen, one bathroom, one toilet, then the sleeping room.
I tak ada $$$ so I'm staying kinda far from the Uni(~3km) and only 6 tatami size.
Thats how they measure the room size.
Go there by bicycle.
Unlike rich fags as you guys, pergi class by car. *jealous*
Summer is here and Im getting roasted.
Not to mention when raining while the wind is strong.


So the kitchen is there when you come in through the front door, bathroom on the left.


Walk around 3 steps and that's my living/dining/study/sleeping room.


And this table also serve as dining table and study table. xD


That's the interior side.
The surrounding are paddy fields.
Outside is dark now so may be I'll show you the photos in the next post.
If there's a next post.

Classes started in April and *boom* now sudah June loh.
Btw, I'm sure lots of you want to know my birthday.
Is 19th June!
I passed my birthday with eating bun for breakfast, bun for lunch and bun for dinner while sitting in front of the laptop for whole day refusing to revise.
Tak ada $$ and lazy to go out makan also.

Back to the classes thingy.

My timetable for sem1 year 1


Currently having mid term test for this semester.
Subjects that have test are 数学演習, 物理学、微分学、線形代数、有機化学、無機化学
So far, the only marks I know is 数学演習.
Passing marks is 60, I got 51 only....
As usual, the God of calculation mistake is always with me.


The rest tak tau lagi and having 無機化学 test next tuesday.
I dont understand how those simple things we learned in form 4 can be so complicated.
May be any pro reading this can teach me.


Just one electron shell thingy, they can come up with those formula.
Are they really genius or just a nut case?
Aaaa~hhhh, gonna snap revising this shyt.

One and only thing I can win over japanese student is this

Getting 430(i forgot) or above is a must if you want to graduate.
Full mark for this test is 999. Average marks for japanese is 500?600?
Many of my friends got around 400~650.
This test is freaking easy and I'm sure many of you can get higher than me.

Thats all.
Tomorrow got korean class.
Replacement for last month.
May be will take some photos around the campus for the next post

Alert.
A theif had make his appearance around SS2 area.
According to the reliable source obtained,
He is described as a 18+years old, slight curly black hair,wear glasses and appear in SS2 area frequently.
He was also seen wearing a pair of black Crocs branded slipper.
According to the witness, he stole a bottle of Thai Chilli Sauce from KFC.
Below is the example of the item stolen. xD

And the theif is.....

Yes
You've got it right!
He wanted me to take this photo while he's studying.
He said theif also need to study.


Aiya.
Tomorrow is exam day and I'm still blogging and not studying at all.
Really hope I can deal with it.

The exam last for 2 days and our class will mix with the JPA students and split into Science and Arts stream.
Kinda sad because I really dont want to split up with my friends.
I got no choice but I've really enjoy my study life so far.
Passing everyday with laughter and by the time you notice it, it's already 5.10pm.
This time the 1st day ends earlier than 2nd day so I think we're not going red box again.


Few days ago, sis suggest that we buy a touchscreen phone for mummy since she wanted one but I think it is not a great idea.
Thinking what to buy for her besides perfume and cosmetic products.
Then today when we went Kfc, we passed by the pet shops and saw 2 husky.
Very cute and obedient.
So I decided to buy her a husky to accompany her while I'm not around.

Just now I asked the pet shop owner and she said her friend got a 5 weeks old husky selling cheap but is too young to be sold since it havent taken any injection.
I hope tomorrow Pasar Malam got what I want.
Going back the next week so I dont really have any time to spare.
Or anyone who knows places that sells around 6 weeks old husky and is around RM1000, please contact me BEFORE thursday!

For anyone who dont know how husky looks like, here's an example


Ciaos....

Another Crap by me

Most of you know that I'm studying japanese but many asked,
'Why go Japan? Japan good meh? Malaysia also ok mah'

Okay, today I'm going to tell you one of the reasons I dont want to stay in Malaysia for the rest of my life.

The Police.

When you heard the word police, I'm sure the word Minum Kopi also appeared in your mind, right?
If you define the word POLICE with google, it says 'patrol: maintain the security of by carrying out a patrol '

Oh well, everyone knows that Malaysia's police cant run nor chase a robber?
C'mon!
Look at their stomach!
I wonder if they can really see their own toes while standing up straight.
How can they possibly run with that?

Still remember I post a photo about a police spitting seed on the floor at pasar malam?
How can the people follow those rules when the law enforcers themselves are setting such bad examples?
It doesnt sound convincing at all!

The last time I went to Thailand, their police took shift to watch over their designated area even during night time.
And their body are all fitting type.
Arent that how polices should be?

Look at the photos and you'll know some 'responsible' things our Malaysian Polices have done.

When is the time we the citizen needs policemen?

I think is during emergency when a theif entered someone's house or robber trying to rob a bank or a jewelry shop?

Or may be when the situation is getting out of hand?

I think in these situation, you'll need policemen.

But when you really are, our policemen arent there ready for you.

They mostly come after a few hours after the incident.

I remember the last time a theif entered my grandma's house and took everything valuble.

They called the police and reported about it and they didnt come.

Guess what?

They called back and asked is that theif gone?

Oh My God!

I thought catching theif is one of their job?

Or having a meal is more important than their job?

Ignoring all of these, they do have done something trying their best.

What is that?

Minum kopi la.

*showing hand sign asking you to stop the car(mostly motorcycle)*

'Encik, tolong tunjuk lisen.'

*pretend to look for a while*

'Tadi lepas had laju, apa macam?'

Then you started to panic and freaked out not wanting to pay the fine.

'Encik, bagi chance la'

'Lain kali tak kan lagi la'

'Sini Rm3o, tolong la sikit.'

'Macam ni kah?'

'Mari kita bincang sana.' *it means others can see from here*

'Rm30 tak cukup. Kami kan ada 5 orang. Encik tadi lepas had laju.'

'Okay la, Rm50 la. Deal?'

'Ok, lain kali jangan buat lagi.'

Sound familiar?

Of course it does.

It happens everywhere in Malaysia.

Oh!

Another time when they are patrolling around!

During Chinese New Year lah.

They can get ang pau when caught us playing firecrackers.

And some cold soft drinks.

Next time treat them some 肉干 better!

Some of you reading this might not agree with what I said.

'Mind your own business la'

Can I ask where does the income of them coming from?

I think is from the tax we all paid?

Since they arent doing that for free and we pay them indirectly, we deserve more.

Really hope Malaysia can change this ugly part of it.

At least go and help when someone reported instead of telling them you need to take your meal first.

Just another holidays

It feels like I'm still waiting for the Raya's holidays but in fact it is going to end.

Very soon.

Spent the whole saturday at grandma's house to fix my cousins' laptops.
I suggest not to buy laptops in Ipoh Parade because they did and it was problematic.

Went Jj for shopping since I wanted a new backpack.

Also wanted to buy Nike LunarGlide but black colour already sold out!

I dont want blue.

It sucks!

Bought some t-shirt at SUB.

Kinda nice but I wonder if it suits me well.

Went to gym on monday's evening with mum and then dear text me to go yum cha that night.

Was doing gym and text messaging at the same time so I didnt actually pay attention to the messages.

Misunderstood her message and ended up didnt bring the laptop and had to go back again.

Yesterday went Lala's Paradise(Ipoh Parade) to sing-k with those cb-s and they passed me the presents.
If they've given me earlier then I can save some money on that backpack....
Sobx sobx
That alien-predator thingy cost them RM90.
Next time buy me Red Frame la.
Oh ya.
I dont really know who bought it.
Thanks for the presents.

I still got math havant done yet.
Really really difficult and I started to worry if I can go to Japan..
Trying my best and hope I can deal with those formula question.

Seeing they all addicted to facebook and so I also created an account.
Purposely took a photo for that. xD
Dont really know what to do with it expect for leaving a msg on ppl's wall?

There'll be an exam again in November.
If I failed it, I think Utar or Ktar will be waiting for me.
I dont wanna be a freshman!

Back to Kl....

Argh...
Tomorrow is school days again.
Back to the normal and superrr boring lesson.....
Lets hope Muranaka sensei wont have double lesson!

Today wake up quite early by my usual school days alarm.
Later woke up around 9 and just sit in front of the pc doing nothing.
Mum called around 10 but the da pao came around 12.

Tested the modem since mummy suddenly said it might be defected and of course I dont hope it will happen.
Merdeka leh.
Who will open their shop wor.

While testing, I was so frustrated that when this ahooo ah bee text me, I didnt notice.
Soon it was already 1pm and I get ready to leave the house.
Suprisingly, dad asked things about me.
LOL.
This is really rare.
I wonder if he is sick... xD

Later meet ahoo ah bee at medan gopeng sitting there alone with some unknown malay guys.
She ah....
Really la...
Buy ticket also got the wrong number plate.
The Konsortium bus was there in front of us all alone but this ahoo ah bee went round and around to search for that bus.
The smart me went and ask the guy standing inside the bus and of course,
I've found it.
Yes.
Me.
Not you!
xP

3hours*forgot how many hours, this ahoo ah bee keep confusing me* in the bus, we reached Puduraya.

This is where the fun parts begins.
Normally we go back Kl by Ktm but this time by bus so we dont know where to take a bus back to SS2.
We started going around here and there.
Ok la.
I admit I also lead the wrong way. * she's staring at me...*
The the 'smart' ah bee found the right way.
Actually not so correct because the bus there cannot go back to SS2.

After a long search, we finally got on Metro 12.
Reached home around 6 and then go makan and chat about ppl's bad thing.
LOL
She dont wanna admit it wor.

After bathing, fix the new modem bought and so happy that I finally can online.
But the account using now is mine, and mummy happened to use at the same time too.
Feel bad about having her to stop using for my sake...
Mum is GREAT.

Since I went back to Ipoh last weekend, didnt have the chance to iron my clothing.
Wonder what will I wear for this week...
Hmmmm....
May be iron a shirt per day?

Aiya.
Have to stop.
2 people watching blogging.
Very shy geh mah
Next time.....


P.S. this ah bee ah, sitting next to me the whole time. Make me feel so shy. xD
P.S.S. She's also ganas. Be careul around her...


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