Good mood

Woke up at 5something this pm and have been playing dota till around 8something.
Searched the android market for a while and didnt find anything I like

Got freshen up and go to uni around 10 to get my result.
Well, not anything very good but also not bad!
I dont have to retake any subject next year!
All passed!
Im NO 62/128.

After that, I cycled to Fuji Ground.
Reason why is because days before, I found something interesting on lowyat forum which is marimo.
Is a small cute green ball of algea.
Walked around the whole building but cant find the shop I searched online.
Turned out to be in another building opposite it.

Inside unlike pet shop in Malaysia.
The owl wasnt in cage and there's ducks running free.
The size of the owl is very small.
Only around 15cm in height. There's a cardboard saying that is the adult size
When I looked at it, it was like looking back at me with the 'pei si' eye.
Those half open type of eyes. Sei yeh

After spending around 30mins looking around and considering which fish to buy,
I bought a blue fighting fish and a marino.
I think you can get a fighting fish under rm10 in Malaysia but I got it here for 2980yen(rm117)
and 620yen for the marimo.
Very expensive orh?
Well, thats the Japan.

I didnt buy any fish bowl because i got a candy jar and honey jars.
After spending some time removing the stickers on it which was troublesome,
rinsed the thing again and again to make sure thats no oil or soap left in it.

Tada~~~ Here's my new best friend
who will company me here in Japan.
His name is MrP. =]


Say hi to MrP
And also MrMarimo who is sinking happily there


































My friends suddenly pay me a visit the other day
But there's nothing to do or play in my house.
So today I bought a set of trump cards
so that the awkward situation wont happened again.

Spent a lot today but also very happy. =]
Hope I can do better in next sem
Bye~

The start of Sept

It has been a month since first year sem one ended.
I've been telling myself to study but guess what, till today, i did touched the books, opened it too but didnt study.
Results are coming out in 10days.
We have to get interview with our tutor in order to gain permission to view our results.
Kinda worried.
I meet the tutor the other day to sign the application form for tuition fees exemption.
To my surprise, he's freaking friendly.

My insomnia is getting worst.
Or I should say my life is upside down.
Staying awake when Im suppose to be asleep and asleep during the daytime.
My skin is getting worst due to all this.
Hope I can solve this problem before the next sem starts.

Was planning to get a haircut today but it has been raining since 6am.
Still cloudy now.
Been thinking that may be I should change my hairstyle.
But what hairstyle?

Since I'm very free and missed Malaysian food so much, I've decided to make myself some.

The ayam masak merah.
Cooked this from scratch.
No instant ingredient was used
And making it was troublesome
Still lack a bit of taste.
Ng gau ham

The ABC soup also lack of taste because I cant
find rib bone



    

Tried to make juice with the blender but only a bit come out. Guess I have to get a juicer after all?








 And my breakfast for today. xD










Trying to stay healthy is also a challenge here in Japan because all those tomato, carrot and lemon are freaking expensive.

Sudden feel of homesick and there's still 6months till I can go back to Malaysia.
Hope can do well for the next sem and continue my scholarship.

Go.. Go!                              

NOO~Ooooooo

Haiz...
My math really sucks!
I hate maths and thats why I've picked chemistry over electronic
But 1st year have to take it and I just cant get high marks for these subjects.
線形got 20/50 数学演習　got 51/100 無機　unknown but mostly failed
In order to pass these subject for this semester, I have to at least get 40 for 線形, 69 for 数学演習.
But getting that is kinda impossible for me since the final for this semester will be in 2 weeks time.

I've been telling myself that I should study but things just wont go according to plan.
Havent been studying since last wednesday and those things that I dont understand keep piling up.
I should start studying really hard or else I'll have to retake the subject again next year!

I got 3 more reports that needs to pass up on monday and I havent started doing it at all.
Planning to do that this weekend but before that, I have to go to uni tomorrow morning for that lame 教養セミthingy.
Is something like group work. Choose a topic, research on it and present it tomorrow.
That thing will end around 12noon so may be will start doing it after reaching home.

Aaaa~h....  Study ah!
I dont want to retake it again!
NEVER!

lalal~a

Feeling very emo in the middle of the night.
And recently, my life has been upside down.
Sleeping in the daytime(weekend) and cant sleep in the night(even weekdays)

If I looked back in those days during secondary, I will never imagine that I actually come to Japan for studies.
It was so fun and I dont have to worry about this and that.
Go to school every morning or may be skip some if I dont feel like going.
Go for tuition with everyone after school.
Life was simple and happy.

Things will be way different if I didnt decide to come here.
Everything from personality, things around me, people around me.
And that might actually happen.


Now that I've come here, japanese is still a problem for me.
Communicating with them is troublesome and I just cant blend in.
May be is my problem.
Not to mention different cultures with different thinking.
Sometimes i wonder how I look in their eyes.

The lessons are tough and I just dont know what the lecturers are teaching.
Hasn't been revising since last wednesday and that night, I went for billiard for the first time.
It was fun and expensive!

Everything here are expensive!
I have to think twice just to eat a meal and I get hungry easily no matter how much I eat!
Like just now during dinner which I had in uni.
I ate 瀘肉饭(something like that) which cost me 430yen.
For the first time it taste like hometown and I wanted to have a second serving.
But in the end, I didnt since it is expensive.
Coming here spent a lot of money and the lesson fee also very expensive.
Around rm20k just for one sem.
Not to mention the living cost.
I've been thinking what if I cant graduate?
Mum will be very disappointed and I just dont know how to face it.
Even if I do graduate, can I earn back what I spent for studies?
How many years will it takes?
haiz...

Oh ya, reasons of me being emo?
I dont know. Many things just stirring up in my thought.
This and that, bla bla bla.

Recently I've been chatting with someone.
And *** keep talking about ***.
Because of that I had a weird dream last night.
Not that I hate it, in fact i like that dream very much.
Well, chances of that happening in real like is practically 0.
What I've decided during secondary, is it ok?
Or I should have done it?

While on that, a close friend of mine during secondary(not sure if she thinks the same), HST is going to Aussie next week?
Yeah, Im mentioning about you here.
Hi, Butt Fucker Teng.
Didnt really talk to her after we left secondary although we're both in kl when I was learning japanese.
Now that I'm in Japan and she'll be going to Aussie, meeting her again is also like practically 0.
Gonna miss you.
Glad that I meet you xD 
And I mean it.

According to Japan's time, now is 1.18am.
I should go to the bed but even if I do that, I'll just turn around and around and around.
There will be a small gathering with friends having takoyaki and some alcohol.
I'll just drink as much as I can I forget about everything, even just for one night.

Good night people.
Oh yeah, HST, take good care.
Hope that we do meet in the future again.

復か～つ！！

When reading this, i'm sure many of you are thinking
Why suddenly start again geh?
Sure stop again after 3 posts ~.~

Wei, dont think like that leh.
It hurts...
I'm here to tell you I WONT stop after 3 posts!
Because I dont even know when's the next one is xD

What should I crap about?
Oh well, may be let you all take a peep of what I do in Japan. (not here to play la) *not rich also*

Start from.... My own sweet home.
Basically is just a small room.
Yeah, most of the so-called apartment in Japan for single life are one kitchen, one bathroom, one toilet, then the sleeping room.
I tak ada $$$ so I'm staying kinda far from the Uni(~3km) and only 6 tatami size.
Thats how they measure the room size.
Go there by bicycle.
Unlike rich fags as you guys, pergi class by car. *jealous*
Summer is here and Im getting roasted.
Not to mention when raining while the wind is strong.


So the kitchen is there when you come in through the front door, bathroom on the left.


Walk around 3 steps and that's my living/dining/study/sleeping room.


And this table also serve as dining table and study table. xD


That's the interior side.
The surrounding are paddy fields.
Outside is dark now so may be I'll show you the photos in the next post.
If there's a next post.

Classes started in April and *boom* now sudah June loh.
Btw, I'm sure lots of you want to know my birthday.
Is 19th June!
I passed my birthday with eating bun for breakfast, bun for lunch and bun for dinner while sitting in front of the laptop for whole day refusing to revise.
Tak ada $$ and lazy to go out makan also.

Back to the classes thingy.

My timetable for sem1 year 1


Currently having mid term test for this semester.
Subjects that have test are 数学演習, 物理学、微分学、線形代数、有機化学、無機化学
So far, the only marks I know is 数学演習.
Passing marks is 60, I got 51 only....
As usual, the God of calculation mistake is always with me.


The rest tak tau lagi and having 無機化学 test next tuesday.
I dont understand how those simple things we learned in form 4 can be so complicated.
May be any pro reading this can teach me.


Just one electron shell thingy, they can come up with those formula.
Are they really genius or just a nut case?
Aaaa~hhhh, gonna snap revising this shyt.

One and only thing I can win over japanese student is this

Getting 430(i forgot) or above is a must if you want to graduate.
Full mark for this test is 999. Average marks for japanese is 500?600?
Many of my friends got around 400~650.
This test is freaking easy and I'm sure many of you can get higher than me.

Thats all.
Tomorrow got korean class.
Replacement for last month.
May be will take some photos around the campus for the next post